It happened. I let it. And I don't know what to do.

He touched me and I flinched. Backed away from him, so close, so tender. He looked at me too long, with longing and I flinched. Called him on it, angry, my anger ripping at my heart. He persisted, so bold, getting bolder every minute. Searching hands, so warm. Eyes that make me swoon. I was getting weaker. My hunger, my love, had been waiting for too long.

At last I surrendered. Bodies on fire, together, take me away. Forever.

And I awoke, to his whisper. He had to leave. And he left. Left me naked, so alone, so empty without him.

What have I done?