I woke up this morning with sorrow still penetrating my skin. A coldness moving through me. I thought about everything. The people. The ones close to me, now far away. Mr. Wrong, who broke my heart so many times and in so many ways. His best friend and mine, the one who has been there for me for all of this time.

I closed my eyes and remembered... suddenly... through all that has happened... he was always there. Time flashes through me... warmth inside, a silent smile and the pain follows. Oh God, what's wrong with me? It can't be this way anymore. I have to get out of here. I need to be free. Where can I go? What can I do? I don't understand what I'm supposed to do... ???