The emptieness follows me everywhere. The need within me aches and I look around searching for love. It is nowhere. I am nowhere. Begotten. Beneath. Beloved.

My lips are still burning. I reach up to touch the memory of him. Our kiss echoing softly in the night. I miss him now. Again. It's hard to breathe. To fight. To believe in anything.

How could he be so cold? Fucked up. Such everlasting darkness. Sinking. Into me. Onto me. Bringing us together with such beautiful pain.

I can not escape. I am waiting still. For him. For everything. For you.