descending into madness
11.05.2005 at 12:54 a.m.
11.05.2005 at 12:54 a.m.
i wanted it all
but now i have nothing
but an empty room
the wooden chair
sits stiff
undulating light
behaves
like me
in this room
how have i become this
angry
miserable
bone cracking
pain
i hate
all that is around me
and i don't know
if i will ever wake
the pillows on my bed
lie
like thoughtless
silent
birds