They look at me. Fleeting smiles. Always. I feel so helpless now. My heart's been broken, again and again. By one. By all.

We are miles apart now. Him and I. Them and I. Thoughts swarm. Pain slashes, gashes... and slowly pushes me towards the ridge. The chasm below. Empty as my self. Awaiting me. Calling me. Forever.

I shiver. It is so cold. My body is aching... shaking... and my eyes cry out. To the world. To everyone. All that I want. Is for someone to save me. Crave me. Reach out with desperate arms. I need you. I need you now and for ever more...

It hurts.